Dear Deported!!

A dear colleague and a friend of mine, who was the source of enthusiasm among our group, has been transferred to a different location. Our group misses her a lot.
I just realized today , that we havent been smiling that often, after she left.

She always made my day with that bright Infectious smile!! Thanks to you Dear!
We are missing you!
I know you must be missing the photocopying maching (Xerox machine) in the ground floor ;-)

Me Myself

I am thinking – Would I ever get a chance to do things I love to do.
I said – a lot but I don't remember anything
I want – a garlic bread, now
I wish – for a silent and peaceful dealth
I miss – college
I hear – keyboards typing , UPS buzzing , cell phone ringing
I wonder – why I never spoke my heart out
I regret – for all things I have done to people who trusted me
I am – a self made genius
I sing – to myself, all the time.
I dance – never
I am not – a compulsive talker but you may get the feeling at times
I hate – people who think they know everything
I confuse – emotions
I should – start thinking proactivily
I finish – never first

Long LOST friends

Have you ever thought about the feeling of losing something important to you? The feeling of losing something important is hard to explain.
I fear losing friends, because I have lost many.

This is a google call for all the friends whom I have lost. Call it my mistake or my lethargy.I am blogging this, just in case they google themseleves with ego searches, they can find this google call, and I would get back my old friend.

ChandraSekar: The first thing that you would notice abour this fellow is that he is very tall, with spikey hair. He was my class mate from 3rd to 5th Std in Tarapore Matriculation school. I remember tortuning him and making him obey my orders as a class leader ( so typical of me, huhh yeaah) .

Jaya Sudha: We studied together for 2 years in Salai Govindarajan Matriculation School, Ayanavaram. I still have the Sai baba photo which she presented me, on my last day in that school

Pavithra: We were in 8th STD "A" Sec in Boston Matriculation School, Nandanam. I remember how much easy it was for me to gel with her. I may even call it instant friendship. I used to admire her big eyes and her intelligent looks. We used to have a cut throat competition for first rank in our class. I knew that she was in touch with our Mathematics teacher Miss. MeenaRanjan after she left this school.I still wonder why I never took any steps to rebond?

Ramya: We were tution mates for 2 years. We attended Mr. MadanaGopal's mathematics tutions during our higher school days. I used to enjoy "Sunny" rides with her. I even met her on Orkut a few months back, but did not get a positive response from her. I did find her ... but not my friend in her.

Anuranjana Bara: A lovely person I have ever met. She was/is my God mother. I wish she reads this message someday. I miss her a lot.

Aditya: I met him in GT express while travelling from Bhopal to Chennai. He was studying in Vellore Institute of Technology. We were in touch through mails for a few days. I still remember Kavitha's expression when Aditya spoke to me in the train. I call that a kodak moment. :)

Jayanthi Arunachalam (Jayanthi Anand): It was totally my mistake. I lost touch with her. I should have got in touch again after she sent a mail that she delivered a baby. I will never forgive myself for this mistake.

Vincent Antony: We worked togerther in Patni Computers. I would better call him my very good colleague rather than a friend. Becase our interaction was more professional than anything personal. I did get to learn a lot from him.

I hope this Google Call works... And I wish to get back my old friends.

"Until I feared I would lose it, I never loved to read. One does not love breathing."
(To Kill A Mockingbird, Harper Lee)

Home Page!!??!!??!!

My Home Page
Created this page during my Patni days.
Hope to update it soon.

To my friend

Do you remember the day when we boths started chatting over sametime? For years .. I kept checking my chat window to see if there were any messages from you. And you never started any conversation first.

I was amazed at all your abilities, including your way to make me feel good even when you were not satisfied with my work. you taught me all the mysteries of MSTR, including the parent child relationships. T9000_UNIT table became an integral part of my life.

Do you remember the time when you and I were discussing about how to reduce the job run times by increasing the number of threads in Narrowcastor .. Did you realize how fascinated I was talking to a technical wizard. Will you ever recall those days and tell your children about it?

If i meet you someday .. will you recognize me? Do I have to introduce myself and see you widen your eyes in surprise. Sometimes I feel that when we meet I would end up talking about how hot it is and how nice it was to meet you again, instead of telling you all about my life.

Abhi na jaayo chhodh kar

Abhi na jaayo chhodh kar
ke dil abhi bhara nahi

abhi abhi to aayi ho
abhi abhi to
abhi abhi to aayi ho
bahaar ban ke chaayi ho
Hawa zara mahek to le
nazar zara bahek to le
Yeh shaam dhal to le zara
yeh shaam dhal to le zara
yeh dil sambhal to le zara
main thodi der jee to loon
nashe ke ghoont pi to loon
nashe ke ghoont pi to loon
abhi to kuch kaha nahi
abhi to kuch suna nahi
abhi na jaayo chhodh kar
ke dil abhi bhara nahi

Sitaare jhilmila uthe
Sitaare jhilmila uthe
chirag jagmaga uthe
bas ab na mujhko tokna
bas ab na mujhko tokna
na badhke raah rokna
Agar main ruk gayi abhi
to jaa naa paoungi kabhi
yahi kahoge tum sada
ke dil abhi nahi bhara
jo khatam ho kisi jageh
yeh aisa silsila nahi

abhi nahi abhi nahi
nahi nahi nahi nahi

abhi na jaayo chhodh kar
ke dil abhi bhara nahi

Adhuri aas
Adhuri aas chhodh ke
adhuri pyaas chhodh ke
jo roz yuhi jaayogi
to kis tarah nibhaayogi
ke zindagi ki raaha mein
jawaan dilon ki chaha mein
kayi makaam aayenge
jo humko aazmaayenge
bura na maano baat ka
yeh pyar hai gila nahi

haan yehi kahoge tum sada
ke dil abhi bhara nahi

Haan dil abhi bhara nahi
Nahi nahi nahi nahi

Denzel Washington

Watched the movie Crimson Tide over the weekend

Some great dialogues in this movie..

We're here to preserve democracy, not practice it.
I expect and demand your very best. Anything less, you should have joined the Air Force.

And ofcourse ... Denzel was mind blowing
Found a few photos of this handsome on net ..
Some of my Favourites!!
1. Angry Man
2. A perfect gentleman
3. Me lost in this smile
4. Angry Handsome

I am still Drooling...

Disappointment!

Two of my best friends...
Did nothing but...
Send a SMS
To wish me, on my birthday!!

To quote someone

"Birthday .. is one day, when you expect your friend's wishes and their
presence."

I cannot demand for their presence.
But a single phone call...
Am i asking for too much ??????

Very Dispappointed

Colour Blind

Written by Darius Danesh and Peter Glenister

Feelin' blue, while I'm trying to forget the feeling that I miss you
Feelin' green, when the jealousy swells and it won't go away in dreams

Feelin' yellow, I'm confused inside
A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me

Feelin' fine! Sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind


Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody told me you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

Feelin' red, when you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead
Feelin' black, when I think about all the things that I feel I lack

Feelin' jaded, when it's not gone right
All the colours have faded, then I feel your eyes on me

Feelin' fine! Sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody told me you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

Blinded by the light you shine, the colours fade completely
Blinded by you every time, I feel your smile defeat me

I'm colour blind
I just can't deny this feeling

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody told me you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody told me you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

I'm colour blind

I cannot fool him anymore!!!!!

Raghav is already showing the symptoms that he will prove to be a good Project Manager coz he likes to paint using MS Paint and create PPTs with clip arts.

He is 2 yrs and 5 months old and he knows all the parts of a PC.

I was checking my mails and Raghav was still asleep.
Around 7 AM , he showed symptoms of waking up. So I just switched off the PC monitor.
He woke up and came running seeing me sitting near the PC. I told him that he cannot use the PC now as I have swtiched it off. He said ..
"Illa Amma.. CPU is on.."

I understood
1. I cannot fool him anymore.
2. I need to update my skill set to handle raghav

Dear GOD give me more new ideas,.. plsss
Or should I google for more HELP???








Life is not the breath you take. Its the momemts that take your breath away.

Life

If this is Life, then I am ailve..

GOOGLE

GOOGLE is GOD

Random Quotes

“Nothing makes the earth seem so spacious as to have friends at a distance; they make the latitudes and longitudes.”
~Henry David Thoreau

Nothing so fortifies a friendship as a belief on the part of one friend that he is superior to the other.
~ Honore de Balzac

The things we know best are the things we haven't been taught.
~ Marquis de Vauvenargues

My definition of an expert in any field is a person who knows enough about what's really going on to be scared.
~ PJ Plauger

Tu hai, mein hu, bass..

Tu bole glass aadha khali,
mein bolu aadha bhara,
Mein bolu kitna saara,
tu bole, zara zara..
Mein bolu din hai to,
tu bole raat nahi..

Baat to wahi hai naa,
Bass wahi baat nahi..

Baat to hai bass yahi ki,
Meri baat bass..

Tu soche yeh zindagi hai,
yeh naa badlegi kabhi,
Mein sochu sab badalta hai,
Kyu naa badlegi kabhi..

Mein sochu tu hi tu,
Mera koi aur nahi,
Tu soche, mein hu tera,
Bass tera koi aur nahi..
Koi aur ho ya naa ho,
Tu hai, mein hu, bass..

Jaane tu..jaane tu ya jaane naa,
Maane tu..maane tu ya maane naa

Thanks Javed Saab

150 Things To Do Before You Turn Thirty

Picked up this tag while blog hopping.
Those points which are bold are done ...

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said “I love you” and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Bungee jumped
11. Visited Paris
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea
13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise
14. Seen the Northern Lights
15. Gone to a huge sports game
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars
20. Changed a baby’s diaper
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
22. Watched a meteor shower
23. Gotten drunk on champagne
24. Given more than you can afford to charity
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
27. Had a food fight
28. Bet on a winning horse
29. Asked out a stranger
30. Had a snowball fight
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
32. Held a lamb
33. Seen a total eclipse
34. Ridden a roller coaster
35. Hit a home run
36. Danced like a fool and didn’t care who was looking
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
39. Had two hard drives for your computer
40. Visited all 50 states
41. Taken care of someone who was drunk
42. Had amazing friends
43. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
44. Watched whales
45. Stolen a sign
46. Backpacked in Europe
47. Taken a road-trip
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Taken a midnight walk on the beach
50. Gone sky diving
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
54. Visited Japan
55. Milked a cow
56. Alphabetized your CDs
57. Pretended to be a superhero
58. Sung karaoke
59. Lounged around in bed all day
60. Played touch football
61. Gone scuba diving
62. Kissed in the rain
63. Played in the mud
64. Played in the rain
65. Gone to a drive-in theatre
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business
68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
69. Toured ancient sites
70. Taken a martial arts class
71. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
72. Gotten married
73. Been in a movie
74. Crashed a party
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch
78. Won first prize in a costume contest
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice
80. Gotten a tattoo (with mehandhi)
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on a television news program as an “expert”
83. Gotten flowers for no reason
84. Performed on stage
85. Been to Las Vegas
86. Recorded music
87. Eaten shark
88. Kissed on the first date
89. Gone to Thailand
90. Bought a house
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one/both of your parents
93. Been on a cruise ship
94. Spoken more than one language fluently
95. Performed in Rocky Horror
96. Raised children
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
98. Passed out cold
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking with the windows open
103. Had plastic surgery
104. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
105. Wrote articles for a large publication
106. Lost over 100 pounds
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback
108. Piloted an airplane
109. Touched a stingray
110. Broken someone’s heart
111. Helped an animal give birth
112. Won money on a TV game show
113. Broken a bone
114. Gone on an African photo safari
115. Had a facial part pierced other than your ears
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a snake as a pet ( I have touched a snake)
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for 30 hours in a 48 hour period
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. States
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat
127. Eaten sushi ( but Love Japanese Sake)
128. Had your picture in the newspaper
129. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Touched a cockroach
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes
134. Read The Iliad and The Odyssey
135. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
137. Skipped all your school reunions
138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language
141. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair (had a vedic mathematics booth at a college fair in Bhopal)
146. Dyed your hair
147. Been a DJ
148. Shaved your head ( when I was a kid)
149. Caused a car accident
150. Saved someone’s life


I am tagging
Ones and zeros - Kiran
Girl walking on the cloud - Goush
Kavikuil - Bhuvi

Relationship Rules By Dr. John C. Maxwell

1.Get along with yourself
The one relationship you will have until you die is yourself.

2.Value people
You cannot make another person feel important if you secretly feel that he or she is a nobody.

3.Make the effort to form relationships
The result of a person who has never served others? Loneliness.

4.Understand the Reciprocity Rule
Over time, people come to share reciprocal, similar attitudes toward each other.

5.Follow the Golden Rule
The timeless principle: treat others the way you want to be treated.

My college days -- made me too Nostalgic

Life is not the breath you take. Its the momemts that take your breath away.

Happy Birthday Friend

I wish you fortune
I wish you peace
I wish you pleasures beyond belief
I wish you success in all that you do
I wish you love - strong and true
I wish you that luck might come your way
Especially on this day
Happy Birthday Hari

Congrats and all the best Dear Friend !!!

Hari .. My very good friend is getting engaged this month..
And I am very happy for this fellow ...

Hi Hari

May you always find joy in each other!
May your dreams get fullfiled in each other!

Happy Birthday Raghav

We are celebrating Raghav's birthday tomorrow...


Its seems like yesterday when I posted
" Making the decision to have a child--It's momentous.
It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body."

He is already 2 yrs now !!!!

I guess I read a lot of Calvin and Hobbes comic strip durin my pregnency ..
Raghav seems to be having a many traits of Calvin ..
I just wish he doesnot grow more notorious

A few things which Raghav does are more like these comic strips !!!
Life is not the breath you take. Its the momemts that take your breath away.