The Devil in me

The devil in me
Feeds on the ego
While smiling at the chaos

The devil in me
blends in with my shadow
clouds my future fallow

The devil in me
Yields me to my dark temptations
with raging alluring distractions

That wasn't me in my control
The bitter sweet fascinations of life
I am still in love with
The devil in me

Confused or Confirmed Atheist?

Say Dec 21st 2012 actually is the doomsday
Then I will be dead. So i wont be alive to believe in God.

If we live after Dec 21st 2012
Then I don't have a reason to believe in God.

OK I know.. I am messed up agnostic right now.